Another two weeks has flown by! In general I've been feeling better. I don't know whether it's due to extra prayers from all of you, or whether it's just a mental thing with knowing the tumors are smaller. Either way, we are just thanking God that I'm feeling better and for each good day.
Last weekend we cut down a big, dead hickory tree in our yard. In case you can't tell, cutting & splitting wood is one of the things I really enjoy doing just for "fun". I was a bit sore after that but nothing painful, and the actual work went good. I was able to run my saw for a few hours, and I'm really thankful for that.
Lainey is still a really good baby, but she's had her moments when she cries. We aren't going to complain, because she's still the best we've ever had. But we have found out that she is actually a baby and knows how to cry with some volume.
Chemo again next Monday morning and then it's a busy week at Precision. Leann and I are in the process of planning our 10 year anniversary trip, which is coming up next March. That is my next milestone I have my mind set on.
Thanks again for all your prayers that we can feel,
Derek & Leann
What I'm Learning from Cancer #7
to accept help. This one I believe is
harder than helping others, at least for me.
We’re proud to be German-Americans who can take care of ourselves
right? Wrong. Let’s just call it what it is, pride. James
4:6 But he giveth more grace. Wherefore he saith, God resisteth the proud, but
giveth grace unto the humble. Or if
it’s not pride, maybe it is too strong a trust in our own strength. There are numerous scriptures that tell us to
love one another. They give me a picture
of a mutually dependent group of believers, not many lone soldiers living their
own secluded life. I think back to the
olden days, the idea of a barn raising or threshing bee, where all the
neighbors would get together to help the other.
We need to re-institute this in our community and church. We have become too affluent and
self-dependent and therefore I think we have lost a lot of the connections amongst
our church family. If we helped each
other and worked together more, we would have better relationships with each
other, we would know what was happening in others’ lives, we could be a true
help to each other. When’s the last time
I spent an evening or Saturday at someone else’s house or farm, just helping
them with a project or even just the normal duties of life? Maybe Leann and I feel this so much because
we are forced to come to grips with the fact that I can’t do all the physical
work I used to. I’ve had to ask for help
on things I would have done myself before.
It’s been hard but I think in the end I have a much better appreciation
for others and know them better. Please
don’t hesitate to ask us if you have a need that we can help with. I can’t move heavy furniture but anything
less intense physically, we would love to help.
My conclusion is that we must fight against our desire to be independent
and work towards being more involved in each other’s lives.